Due to my inability to make a decision about my own life and stick with it, I am once against caught between traveling to Australia for a semester abroad and an internship opportunity offered to me here in New Jersey. After talking with a few publishing industry veterans for a Professional Writing project I conducted with Alyssa Daehnke, I feel like an internship is a chance to break into my career goals, a chance I shouldn’t give up. Yet if I don’t fulfill my dream of traveling to Australia now, I probably will never get there; plus, as I’ve written before, I don’t think I would be able to feel that my college experience has been complete without (at least) a semester abroad.
At this point in the conflict, I think it’s time to just make a choice and stick with it. Either way, I’m going to end up doing something that I want to do and enriching my life (though in two completely different ways). The internship that I have a shot at is at a childrens’ non-fictionbook publishing company; if I don’t take this opportunity now, I’m almost certain this job will not be waiting for me when I come back. Yet I have confidence that even if I choose to go to Australia instead, I will be able to find the best publishing opportunity for me when the time is right.
As my grandfather used to say… oy gavolt.